Ok, here we go again!

Although I am still at the begining of my long road to slimness, I haven't given up totally. I find that reading about other peoples success's really encourages me to believe in myself. Other people can do it and there is no reason why I shouldn't. We have just celebrated the festival of Eid which is a bit like Christmas in that there is loads of food and rich food too. Time is spent with family and when you visit someones house, you must eat. I really feel unhealthy and sluggish and I don't like the feeling. Today I made a decision to cut down rather than go on THE DIET. Tommorow I may feel strong enough to start a diet. I am hoping to lose a bit of weight before heading back to the gym but I don't feel confident yet. My sister will probably get married next year and I must lose weight for that, I suppose that is my main incentive now and I guess if I give myself a year to achieve my goal, then I have enough time if I start now. Anyway, got to go.